January why do you have to be so tough..

My uncle, one of the very best man that I look up to, just passed away.. he could have live longer if we had the money to give him the best medication.. went back to work & found out that their is no work because I was laid off.. The food business.. the one that I built from scratch failed again.. I'm jobless, penniless & full of debt.. Am I sad? Not a word to describe.. In-fact my heart is broken to pieces.. What am I gonna do? I'm going to answer you straight with no dramas.. I will Respond, Be brave, Be Courageous.. I'll use my brain and work hard again & again until I know I've given up my all.. I'll be wiser and optimistic. I know that all of these tragedies & shits plays an essential part to help me become the best human soul that I could ever be.. I choose to be strong & tough no matter what. I choose to smile even though I know I'm really really dying inside.. I will believe that life is still beautiful.. That someday my life will be very better from this.. that someday, all of this will be bitter sweet memories.. When success will come it will be very sweet because I have paid a very high price.. and given up more than I could give.. Someday I know I will have what I want because I believe that God gave me a beautiful life to live.. So no matter what, come what may.. and I'll love it.. :)